Confession

Sshh...
But last night
I crouched in the bathroom,hidden
Cutting my wrists,gouging for blood.

Sshh...
I shoplift on Sundays
Lacy lingerie,nailpaint.

Whisper in my ear,
You would find me as interesting
Even if I hadn't done these things,
Wouldn't you?

My friend,
Sshh..
But I pretend.
I have no secrets
Really.